If my life was an open book…

Posted in Poetry on June 1, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There,

It’s ya guy Dewy Sinatra with some poetry by yours truly… check it out dudes 😉

 

 

I don’t feel like I fit in with anyone

I don’t walk the same

Talk the same

Sometimes I feel like I’m another species

You know like a cheetah amongst leopards

We all have spots

But something’s not quite right

 

I don’t really vocalise my thoughts

That’s just how I am

I bottle my emotions and send them out to sea

Like a message in a bottle

Have you ever been in a room full of people?

And feel alone?

Well imagine feeling non-existent

Like you’re just a shadow…

I’m a fade into the background kinda guy

Seen but barely heard

Just there, just around

Starring vacantly, as empty as a blank canvas

I can paint though, a good picture that is

You know a stoke of blue; pretend its alright

A little dash of red; be the life of the party

I guess I can be a collage

I can take cut outs of what people want me to be

And make me out of that

Sometimes I forget who I am

And before you say it

I know I’m not rhyming

But it’s not really a poem

Its just how I feel, my thoughts put down

Don’t think I’m sitting here depressed

This isn’t a suicide note

But I hope you can take something from this

Get a pen… Pick a quote

I’m actually so elated

Because God pulled me out, so I could see

I love life, and I love God

So I’ve just got to be me

I’m black, but I love indie rock

I’m a guy and I love fashion… really, really love fashion

I don’t even have to say no homo

Cause me and God know that it’s no homo

God can pull you out of anything

Depression, lust, anger, even if you’re addicted to PS3

I’m standing living breathing proof

May have taken hits, and been beaten but not defeated

I’m gonna leave it here

And bid you adieu

Deuce up A town down

I hope this blesses you

 

Written by Dewy Sinatra

 

Deuces 

Pls read

Posted in Jesus on May 20, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There!!!

Heres a lil something God dropped on me so I thought I’d share he said we should be “so lost in Jesus that we can’t find ourself anywhere else”

Meditate on that, I know I will… Deuces!!!

Hello Hi

Posted in Just Talking, Music on May 19, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There!!!

What’s poppin guys??? How exams??? Enjoying revision??? FYI… I’m finished my exams, and I’m finished university :D!!!! But anyway… I was sitting and contemplating on life, and it hit me “the future may seem scary, but you can’t run back to the past just because its familiar”. It’s like when you’re 21 and you step out of university you have the rest of your life ahead of you to live. Like you’re stepping out of the bubble of security that is university into the big bad world. No more student loan, no more chilling in the library till 3am… but now its real life. And I aint gonna lie to you… it had me scared. The prospect of growing from adolescent to actual grown up is not exactly enticing. I mean sure you can work, earn money, and be the boss of your own life, but is that really that exciting??? Lets think… majority of graduates go into jobs that they can’t stand for the rest of their natural life… ITS NOT MY PORTION!!!! What’s the point of getting to that stage in life when you are free to live to be chained down to a rigorous job you HATE. And don’t think I have a personal vendetta against 9-5 jobs, because I don’t, I just don’t think they’re for me… I love music & fashion too much, I just have to pursue it… On that note… Guess what guys???? No guess again??? Come on think harder… Are you even trying???… ok ok ok ok gosh I’ll tell you… I got my new studio!!!!!! And finally got my beats by dre solo HD headphones, which are amaze might I add ;)… So the mix tape is still under construction, but I got a lil something I wanna leave you with 😀

Hello Hi There… Update time

Posted in Just Talking on May 13, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There,

Its ya guy Dewy Sinatra coming at you again with a big annoucment!!!!! I HAVE FINISHED UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAD MY LAST EXAM ON WEDNESDAY AND I AM NOW DONE!!!!!!!

I’m so happy & excited to start the rest of my life!!!! So you know what that means…… MORE BLOGS & MY MIXTAPE!!!!

STAY TUNED

DEUCES

Brand New Poetry

Posted in Poetry on April 30, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There!!!

I know I been gone for a minute guys, but its revision season so just call me casper (cheesy i know lol), but I just had to blog this amazing new poem by a talented friend of mine Mr B Thanda, check it out, enjoy, and be blessed… DEUCES!!!

Why is it always hard putting the first few words together

When we have spent so much time apart?

Always finding myself at this very same predicament

Trying to gather the thoughts, that best describes the situation

How do I say hello again?

How long as it been?

6months? 8months?

Maybe more

Surely I have lost track of time.

My constant companion

Have I so neglected thee?

In search of what?

What indeed as occupied your position in my life?

I look around to see the culprit

Searching everywhere, covering the very perimeter of this life.

How of ten did I consider you?

However much time as passed

Did my consideration equate to the time pass?

Where you just a fleeting thought?

Or did I indeed give you time?

Its unnerving to think that I cannot tell how you feel

Or how my neglection affected you?

We had build such a strong fellowship

Yet I walked away

Turned my back on you

You gave my tongue room to speak

And allowed my heart to be the conductor of the thoughts

That reeled in my mind.

You became my canvas of expressions

So many times I recall

How you gave me the strength to overcome my shyness

Why is that we’re always hurting those closest to us?

Those who know how to touch our hearts

And cover our frailties?

How can I have walk away from thee?

No wonder I felt different

I could not fully express myself

You were always there to give me the right word to speak

But than I found myself standing alone.

Please forgive me

Forgive my selfishness

In thinking that I could do without thee by me

You embody me to do beyond myself

To reach above my limits

You cause me to see past the human spectrum

Today I make the choice to embrace you again

To hold your hand

That the ink of my heart may run freely again upon you.

Can you define success???

Posted in Business, Fashion, Just Talking, Music on April 22, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There!!! Its your guy Dewy Sinatra coming at you… I know its been a hot second, but hey, I GOT EXAMS!!! lol… anywhoooooo I was sitting in one of my besties cribs (Kella B yoooo) and I was contemplating the future… you know do I follow my dreams of music, movies and fashion or do I compromise and just 9-5 to be safe; and came to the conclusion………. Sorry to all you 9-5’rs on there but its just not me :/… I can’t do it!!!! I’d suffocate!!!! I’d go insane!!! I have tooooooo much that I wanna say and do to be confined by the four walls of my would be office, with my desk stacked to heaven with paper work…….. Then I found an interesting quote from one of the richest men in the world right now.. Mr Bill Gates, he stated:

This really got me thinking, Ok Dewy, what defines success??? Is it banging out your 3 years of university and getting a 1st to go and work at a top company like microsoft, or is it when maybe you didn’t do as great as you wanted to at university but had a dream and you ran with it, and are still running with it, and now have your own company and are hiring university graduates to do the work… Hmmmmmmm…. I dunno its tricky right? OK how about this… If a treasure is in a field yeah… what is better, finding the treasure in the field? or being the person that owns the field? (wise words from a wise friend of mine)… is success being the guy that passed all his/her exams, gets a graduate scheme paying £25,000 – £35,000 , and then moves up the company and is on i dunno, lets say in 10-15 years they earn £100,000 a year… or is it the guy who maybe graduated with a 2:2 or maybe didn’t even graduate but had a dream or saw an opportunity and ran with it and is now a multi-millionaire… Can we even define success by the amount of money someone makes or is it something totally different?? I dunno guys I’m spitballing here lol… All I know is that to me success is more than a good degree and a nice first job, because you graduate from university at maybe 21-23 (depending on when you go i guess lol) and you still have like another 80-100 years of life left to live (hey bible promises us at least 120 years, Genesis 6) so is the first 20 something years of your life the most defining? I mean come on they can’t be… WELL THEY AREN’T GONNA DEFINE ME THATS FOR SURE (don’t get it twisted I’m on course for at least a 2:1 from the University of Kent baby!!!!) I’m just saying that once I graduate life begins, and those 3 years are just drops of water in an ocean of what I’m going to do with life... Hmmm I like that, I got bars you know lol… So yeah I plan to get involved in music (as a artist, producer, songwriter), fashion (as a designer) and movies (as a writer and director) I know I got big dreams!!! But I know a BIG GOD!!!!!! God told me that the only way to influence the world is to be in a position of influence and that’s where I’m headed!!!! And a 9-5 just can’t take me there :D… So as of May 11th 2011, I’m jumping in my spaceship, and setting my co-ordinates for the stars!!!! PREPARE FOR TAKE OFFFFFFFFFFF

DEUCES!!!


Introducing a new poet

Posted in Poetry on April 11, 2011 by dewysinatra

Hello Hi There!!!

 

What’s good ya’ll a very good friend of mine has recently got into poetry and his stuff is dope and the content is amazing, its like he’s pouring out his heart to Jesus… ITS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! Well enough my yabbering, check out the poem, trust this will bless ya!!!

 

How amazing you are my love,
A heart which is ready to comfort,
When all else fails, You are close.
A love so strong and secure.
How amazing you are my love.

I put my heart in your hands,
A waste with me, but completion in you.
Made new, soft, changed from stone,
As I receive from you, I give to them.
I put my heart in your hands.

In union with love, in union with peace,
Where do I start? Where does He end?
We are one, I am abandoned to Him.
Earth can never suffice my longings.
In union with love, in union with peace.

How amazing you are my love,
Time with you is not counted, nor lost,
The end of my pursuit,
The start of Life
How amazing you are my love.

 

Written by Caleb CBC

 

*Deuces*